MY BIPOLAR MOTHER

I am the daughter of a bipolar mother. My experiences with my mother, family, and friends teach me everyone's reality is different and perception is the friend or the foe of the day. I am hoping my posts give insight to those who are curious and give comfort to those who see a parallel. I invite feedback and look forward to collaboration. It is my focus to spread joy, even on dark days. Smiles can be effortless or the workout of the day. Thanks for reading!

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

bipolar person fighting over going into a retirement community






PACKING REPORT:

It’s take NO PRISONERS DAY-

Last pack trash etc

Laundry room donewith shower curtain masks in washer Walk-in closet done except for clothes & other items on hangers Used Target packing filler & boxes make up difference needed containers after filled 3 lg bins👍Ordered 2 sets only twin XL sheets Jersey Tshirt kind 100% cotton in teal & aqua from BB&B. Also ordered twin XL duvet cover 5 piece set on sale in palest pink cause duvet cover washed TOO short regular twin Will gift reg twin duvet cover w sham to Snyder’s Use it on green sofa or...Correcting more of my mistakes I ordered 2 back row GREY Weather Tech mats for your car-when Tan ones come will return for credit in same box. Must follow their return policy so will look for invoice. Also rose gold sheets ready to return to Target in box go to Target return at store sometime Not true rose gold More rose so👍 I need tower fan & cable for 1990s TV. That sounds like Best Buy. I read Waterford brochure WiFi that is free like RV WiFi FOR ALL GUESTS SAME PASSWORD FOR ALL-“Guest 003” This is true all RENTALS I want secure WiFi so must buy hotspot or continue w ATT for $40 month & keep my modem ATT will need come out connect 👍NEXT on “free”-NOTHING IS FREE-If I want channel not offered I must fill out form & FAX to Their TV service like my Hallmark Movies & Mysteries channel which I love I WILL GET SECURE WIFI AND HALLMARK MYSTERIES & MOVIES FOR EXTRA $50 month. I am staging all for ease moving & do believe the movers deserve extra $100 for total $500 or $440 from ATM that may involve 2 transactions one for $200 & one $240 cause limit each $250 max

My day is so great-I get live somewhere I CANNOT AFFORD WHILE STUCK IN SUCK A$$ TEXAS AND NO VACATION TO VANCOUVER RIVER CRUISE FOR $4000 Instead I get to spend my $4000 on a STAYCATION IN THE OLD GIZZER WE’RE HERE FOR LIFE LIKE IT OR.....Bob can hardly wait to be permanently done with his mother-in-law & only see her twice year in lobby oh here’s your Lindt dark chocolates bye until next year.

Do I have any meaning to you at all? The one parent least wealthy all parents who over 30 years made sure you had an lovely Austin wedding cause rest parents paid but no bother with details plus Vegas Elvis chapel Disney World stellar vacation, all washer dryers etc and paying my fair share for Annaberg and Douglasville even handing over shoebox cash to finally sell Annaberg & $9800 down on Wellington plus $2500 shopping $ & paying off credit debt and 1/2 on new AC PLUS I love Travis & paid my fair share for ECU and another $3000 for their home decor $ & Jeep Grand Jerokee plus $ 3000 for his Tech engineer credentials I am NOT saying other parents do nothing or give nothing much more than I can afford! I wanted to help because My Mother REFUSED TO GIVE ME ANYTHING even money college. My Dad & Nanny had secretly send me $100 mo each & I worked at library and painted dorm rooms in summer plus my Valedictorian scholarship grants That’s it kind caring generous parent gets FORCED RETIREMENT AT OLD GIZZER ONE FLEW OVER COOCOO’s NEST cause I am 70s now & due Covid 19 bullshit I have my FIRST RELAPSE TO MANIC PSYCHOSIS IN 25 YEARS!

Gee so sorry I was such an inconvenience to your busy lives! I WANT OUT OF WATERFORD HELL & THAT’s TRUTH IT GAVE BOB THE HEEBEE GEEBIEs just being inside place probably because someday if we F up with our adult kids or live past our sell buy date WE WILL END UP IN OLD GIZZER WAREHOUSE & no Vancouver vacation for me let alone my 800 sq ft cottage there. SO TEXAS HELL IT IS WHICH WHY I DETEST TEXAS SO MUCH WITH GUY WHO ASSAULTED ME TWICE LIVING CLOSE ENOUGH TO EACH OTHER THEY EAT AT OLD GIZZER CHEERS MY BROTHER’s CALLED NORM WHICH ONE IS JERK? HE IS NOT DEAD!!!!! HE LIVES FREE AS A BIRD WHILE I START MY LIFE TERM IN OLD GIZZER “ASSISTED LIVING” WHICH IS CODE FOR YOUR A PAIN IN OUR ASSES AND AS BOB SCREAMED AT ME “WE GAVE THE POWER NOW!”


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