Sunday was great fun & I put my elevator key in w my door key
in hand bag hanging in closet. I am not sure what do about my debit &
credit cards
I could put them in my little card wallet w insurance cards or
only take them when need use them like next Thursday.
Thursday 4-6 plan: Pick up go at TT CVS drive thru w more iron
tabs & small return to Target for credit-the French Lilac scent ball does not
roll.
Hopefully will not take up whole 2 hours tho...I think have reward
points & need buy you gas for taking all around👍
Take care today-today cleaning day so cleared floor &
cleaned/dusted w Windex & Pledge wipes. She will do hard part sweep &
mop floors. Cleaned bathroom w comet & Lysol sanitizer wipes-cleaning kind.
Today Corner Store for Diet Dr Pepper & that’s it. With all
moving & extra costs I am not buying or online ordering until GBH cleared
as paid both in & out patient plus Stoneleigh. If they want $6000+ buy out
I am sunk. If more reasonable amount I will pay & need you transfer $ to my
checking & maybe enough to savings so I keep $4000 or two WF monthly
payments plus I am challenged to keep even after their draft on meds TT etc. I
feel so defeated as used to have decent savings & buffer in my checking-why
did I have to move so suddenly w less than WiFi may NOT do Telehealth well
& still need pay
I feel like since this all started You & Bob do not know how I
need time plan especially financially-now I am low funds & maybe in debt
soon after 14 years ZERO debt. That is almost as destabilizing as BP itself
plus I feel confined & trapped w no consideration for how well doing all
these years-no inpatient stays , helping all my family generously & now I
feel so done in-why try? No overcoming money out & none in plus you put
yourselves out
I NEVER wanted you go in debt over me. BEFORE I PAY ANY BILLS
RELATED TO WALKING ON LEASE (Why? they will still try collect) & then WF
will end up costing me $6K to SL $4K from my savings now & $1561+ That’s
whopping $11,561+ & my credit rating once really solid I will NEVER qualify
to lease anywhere again I FEEL STUCK HERE IT SUCKS & that’s NOT BP IT’s MY
REALITY OVER WHICH I NEVER HAD A VOICE I know Bob wants to get rid of me &
free your time for YOU? I feel H&K haunts me cause that F’ing defunct biz
stole my daughter. I wanted to find you a good job w benefits You’re stuck
too-I feel so sad for both of us Why after 30 years can Bob NOT accept you need
your own space your own job & financial independence from....name it?
Joyful thought of day-money all worthless wooden nickels
anyway-Please take $20K-$10 K each to repay yourselves ALL you spent helping
me-please show me Thursday You paid your credit cards, repaid yourselves for $
spent on me even whatever the amount even if more $20K Take care of that debt!
Poor Terri had to notify us that we have first case Covid 19, ALL
events cancelled Bingo, Farkle etc & no dining in dining hall, NO wine
& cheese tasting.
Maybe we should not see each other until August 6th & I will
ration my TT supplies & groceries. Should I tell Liz?
I will see You August 6th & reschedule my doctor’s appointment
as I am under 14 day quarantine or shelter in place. I am so sorry. Just hang
onto art books & duvet cover.
So sorry-
Thought of day-“Challenges are what make life...& overcoming
them is what makes life meaningful.” Case just diagnosed. I will try save
laundry for 2 weeks too as just did towels etc & rest ok too.
I will miss you & hope all works out whatever. No Corner Store
or any venturing out. Will call Dr now & see if CVS can deliver my meds.
Love You More than Stuff or $
🍀💜🍀💜🍀👍💚💐👍🌻💜
Dr
Chauhan has a scheduling issue for today. She sent text Iast night received by
me at 8:36 pm. By then I had put away cell & iPad. Just time when I have
lived here 2 weeks & 4 days, will soon pay $1850 to be stranded no access
to Drs, or contact within or without this facility-essentially back square one
except in space 1/4 size before & just out long chaotic month longest
in my life in-patient virtually all May-sometime in June I move -not advised
for my situation-a gamble with my health & well being I canNOT afford at
this time. Gina was right about this place-too few staff to clean & monitor
those high risk & NOW I AM STUCK IN A SMALL ONE ROOM PLACE no driving
privileges no opportunities to supplement meals here w healthy choices.
Do
you call this healing? I will reschedule w Dr Chauhan when 14 day no contact is
done. I am NOT impressed w WF-NO wellness checks since here, no Ambassador to
show me around, less than WiFi & NO HDTV at all for how long
I’m
done & believe I am close to Reality Here-Bob wanted me conveniently
warehoused & you free of me- well he got his wish & I call that worse
“Gruff Truth”- it’s his truth not mine.
I
am in WF Hell & they’re NOT delivering on most of their list of supposed
amenities.
Stuck
in Human Warehouse Hell & $11561 down drain w SL ruining my rental rating
& NO WHERE TO GO!!!!!!!
This
is my last text-I canNot take anymore sudden rapid changes that flop. & I
lost daughter I knew & trusted to Bobs idea of “WE’VE GOT POWER
OVER YOU.” Some day he will face his own betrayal tho by then I will be long
forgotten. It’s your word I cam here & I’m NOT my Mother
Just
ask for $ & I help. I’ve got NOTHING NOW & cannot afford financial
consequences of your choices as directed by Bob -when did he get so
bleak & not caring? Did it never occur to you if Covid case happens here I
am stuck w NO help? I am broken to bits over ....
Take
break I can manage my own doctors appointments & case Covid 19 not my doing
but I’m stuck with the consequences Take a Break!
My
doctors appointments are reset & notes on shuttle log by Tijuana. We are
unless emergency in our appointments, all activities cancelled until August
4th. My Appts Aug 4th 10 for Dr Chauhan & August 12th cardio unless Dr
continues his surgery schedule from week prior then let me know. Know I’m on
shuttle schedule.
I
want keep you informed tho need break from all. This is a step back &
honestly a set back. I did not sleep well. Not about worry About disruption
when need routine.
I
need days maybe week to reset Just no worries & take a 2 week break or
more. I am just as uncomfortable as Bob that you do too much & not take
care of you. I also need awhile to process this move cost me $5561 plus SL
wanting $6K plus-that’s price of a lavish vacation more $5-6K for one wanted
& now it’s history-
Maybe
Bob needs play lotto & for sure win-
We
are in our apartments activities cancelled
I
am puzzled about Bob cause I feel HK is potential for virus going around
especially since my brother still goes to Chili’s every night & lives like
it’s all overblown & no risk. He gets all his news from FOX & believes
ALL T Rump says no masks & you could die at home so get out there. He’s
poorest President for squelching bigotry & innocent people ending up
fatalities. I detest my Brother’s ignorance & can bring HK to halt like
before Bob came & ruin ALL your hard work! He more than likely practices
poor hygiene & in your space! I will blame him if you’re one he infects
because of his poor ignorance & lax hygiene w little regard to where he
goes. That & poor practices here cause too few staff & too many
residents walk around no masks & no regard 6-10 feet or 10 people only.
You’d be reluctant to correct people keep you employed. My apartment is lovely
thanks to you tho rest below what info given you. All exaggerated or not
clarified.
Now
I pay $1850 month to be in harms way-it will just continue until.... I am just
trying to make peace cause I made decision to go to hospital & not have
worse incident in your precious home. That I accomplished-extending my life is
doubtful-odds are other cases until...I can make acceptance of my own death
just not this way. Somehow SL is a great place compared to here. I liked
cooking now....
Please pay back ALL I owe- I am not panicked or anxious just
frustrated for all. No news quite withholding-like 3rd or 2nd floors even on
3rd most much older w dementia (are they certified for memory care?) &
understandably do not wear masks unless reminded & even then & 2nd
floor more 10 at activities & some do not wear masks-see no requirement for
activities. Most wore theirs at Beach Party but lady told me her memories of
2nd marriage, him getting dementia WITH NO MASK & less 6 ft from me. In
review should have politely excused myself but she was trying. Only Lisa &
new Jennifer oversaw more than 10 people w sign distinctly limited it to
10. Anyway that day came & went. What happens ... just going to Art
with no flyer stating cancelled for Back Porch Beach Party. I’d say most safe
as stay in rooms most time then we all do laundry etc
I am sorry to say CVS Allergy Relief does not work well. I can
only take 1 tab day-yesterday mowed all around back & wind blew in pollen
from grass. I need Zyrtec or will have more nights poor sleep. Itching all over
today-on challenge after....
On door I thankfully have all my own pens word puzzles etc &
will download digital books from iBooks Bob has all my library & guy did
NOT transfer my library to new iPad so flush that again-I’ve been generously
giving people $100 checks so I will charge $100 in books I’m swiftly going
broke anyway. No more on line ordering tho cause I want GBH bills to settle &
I released 5-26 soon 2 months! Plus war debt of Stoneleigh So as person of 100%
plus positivity I am sure you will remind I have $. True $ that was to last but
is going fast & seriously why not spend it & You REPAY yourselves or I
will feel like a proverbial freeloader & not asked for any $ from You.
Please repay NOW or think it’s just more guilt to pile on myself-First crashing
at your home & now all after. Walk away after you repay yourself. Once GBH
& Stoneleigh settle do restore what’s left to my savings-thank you. First
keep $20K
I canNOT reasonably afford $1850 month so have no idea where I
will move given my lease history now CaCa. Still not level when $1950 month for
2021 shown to me-have NO idea what I signed away besides my life in place I can
afford I am shattered & forced out of Stoneleigh leas by hundreds dollars
month now I am HOMELESS in June 2021
Why reviver?
No wonder I garbled “recover” cause right now that’s a fantasy
especially financially
I want to get back me who had zero debt & car & cook my
own meals I do NOT believe you could give that up never mind wall mounted HGTV
& remain in tact I am shattered into pieces & F telling me BS like I am
wise & independent That was b4 I stupidly did DPOA & was apparently perceived
to be a vegetable mentally & my whole life I chose for myself wiped
entirely away
DO NOT COMPLIMENT ME FOR BEING DIMINISHED & LIVING IN A
GLORIFIED INDEPENDDNT PLACE TRULY ULTIMATE IN DEPENDENCY-I cannot even go down
street to CVS get my own meds.
Please DO NOT BRING TODAY! Thursday is soon enough & I will go
down & get sack out of or off delivery basket/shelf myself They are so in
tizzy over recent events they do not even answer phone at desk until.....
Thank you for adding Zyrtec. That will help greatly with wired
allergies!
I do so love You tho I am lost in weird place right now.
Take a 2 week break after med supplies delivery Thursday. I am
fine on all until weekend
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