MY BIPOLAR MOTHER

I am the daughter of a bipolar mother. My experiences with my mother, family, and friends teach me everyone's reality is different and perception is the friend or the foe of the day. I am hoping my posts give insight to those who are curious and give comfort to those who see a parallel. I invite feedback and look forward to collaboration. It is my focus to spread joy, even on dark days. Smiles can be effortless or the workout of the day. Thanks for reading!

Wednesday, July 29, 2020

another day of complaining



I checked my Wells Fargo Accts On plus side I have over $6000 in savings & my Retirement Account is holding above $77000 after losses for Covid took down from $90000
I need my nest egg restored to my savings plus for you to-this is tiring to ask like you what want me to owe you for all you’ve been out unless you paid out of that account-repay yourselves NOW b4 GBH & SL bill me. Plus I see NO advantages to you taking my large nest egg away as I have NEVER misused or put myself in financial deficit since 1990.
That is 30 YEARS of managing my own $. Who misadvised you & persuaded you to abruptly move to an inadequate place like this. Do you confuse me with your 97 year old grandmother & the fact that a man I DO NOT EVEN KNOW ILL ADVISED YOU? He needs to focus on his life solely & not pontificate on what is best for people he does NOT know except through opinion of others. I WANT OUT OF HERE AS SOON AS IS FEASIBLE WHEN THIS STAY IN PLACE IS UP-OF COURSE BY THEN WHERE DO I MOVE AS DOORS SLAMMED SHUT & FURNITURE ETC GIVEN AWAY.
The decisions made have cost me at least $20000 by the time this fiasco is done.
I am absolutely OK about moving distance away & expect no help. It appears I need learn use Uber whatever or Lyft find new place-that means new doctors transfer to new bank etc This is a logistical nightmare-Please accept I will not stay here more than time get out Covid hell, find new place & move. I need first floor & May buy small car maybe just another Yaris type car plus washer dryer sofa w accessories There’s move # 3 place advantage-new furniture but where. PLEASE ACCEPT I WILL NOT STAY HERE AT ALL-
DO YOU WANT ME TO EAT TOUGH GRILLED CHECKEN BREAST, SALTY TURKEY PATTY or OVERSEASONED CHEAP FISH OVER & OVER & OVER AGAIN TO AVOID HEART BURN FRIED FOODS LIKE FRIED CHICKEN CHEAP FRIED  STEAK VARIOUS KINDS FRIED FISH BBQ SAUAGE & PIZZA-TODAYS MENU. I am done I will NOT lose my health improvements for this shyster place that did NOT tell you whole story less than shuttle less than meals & absolute claustrophobic tiny room cause they had to have idea about inability to clean & prevent 6 Covid cases

What is balance in my nest egg what’s left of it?

I threw away the tough over seasoned chicken breast-that was it & expect more same tomorrow. This not menu style restaurant It’s limited eat this or...I checked vegetable options no cottage cheese etc But either or....NOT flexibility
I’m done If more same tonight & tomorrow I have 9 days frozen entrees then I will leave here & NOT look back my life in tatters & down by God knows in what formally 99K nest egg when it all...about to save $1000 toward nest egg $100K
I have quickly dwindling finances & NO PLACE TO LIVE
WHY?

My window coverings black out not useable & red light HGTV I had bedroom NO lights or noise. This place is a glorified middle road hotel ROOM WHY?

No HGTV OR RANGE NETWORKS OR PROPER WIFI
WHY? I trusted BS told to me & that’s what got-total BS & shoves here again TOO fast & broke damn lease in place nice
Excuse me-are You aware that “neighbors” do not just move away-they die-which how I got shoved in here!
Mary got great deal vs me & she only pays $158 month
I pay $1850 for CaCa food CaCa TV CaCa WiFi CACA shuttle only available at odd times because they will not pay for full time driver. What from now on until I am out of here thus place is the CaCa in Mesquite Please do NOT compare this to Grandmama’s place-they are all a rip off & IF you’re lucky I will expire from this family experiment. I PROMISE YOU DO NOT WANT LIVE LIKE THIS & NOTHING TOLD TO YOU IS ACCURATE AS MOST OF RESIDENTS CHARGED FOR UNUSED REPUTED ROOMS FOR WHAT?
ALSO THE “OUTINGS” JUST LIKE CAMP CRAPPY!

Again glorified Family Day Care BECAUSE NO ONE COMES AROUND AT NIGHT!!!!





















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