Good Morning😎
Sizzling 90s here 🥵
Yesterday helped me decide about WHEN to move cause what worked
best nice 1st floor apt w reserved parking, my own laundry & soothing
bedroom no lights all sorts like microwave clock, tv, other dinky red green
lites. Plus I loved kitchen w ice maker & place cook healthy meals.
IF my health holds & this place does NOT suck up my savings
too much I want to move in Fall as temps drop back daytime 80s.
I do not fear end life. I fear going without dignity or grace or
privacy. It's asking a lot to move one more time. It's maybe little nothing but
my small apt meant world to me & I was happy there.
This place is hard on me & not sure I will make it out of
here.
I loved my little apt-it was like Heaven compared to here. People
saw my place like nurse & physical therapist complimented my place.
Honestly way feel here WHY WAS I FORCED TO MOVE & SPEND SO
MUCH FOR SO LITTLE. If. I do not have chance getting out of here I hope I do
not suffer here very long.
IT WAS A BAD MOVE & worse than 5 yrs at RV park where had
friends & garden!!!!!
Today w 97 on Sunday I am not so optimistic just philosophical I
made it this long.
I wish to improve may just be wish. I DO NOT HAVE IT TO MOVE IN
HEAT. Relapse cost me my darling place & hope
I wanted to stay where I was & get home Care in-WHY THE ABRUPT
MOVE WITHOUT CHANCE TO STAY IN MY APT?
2020 cost me $10K in extras plus now ALL my monthly income
plus--IT WAS LIKE SHORT TERM QUICKY SOLUTION W NO CARE TO COST!
I CANNOT AFFORD THIS PLACE SO WHAT NOW?
I pay $25K year to live in ONE ROOM NOTHING
I just reviewed list for low/no salt eating plan. Top list fresh
food with no frozen, prepared or "fast food." Notes best cook own
meals. I did raise concerns about food here last summer. Most food here
prepared, fried & high salt so I set myself up for my own health decline.
Now my one counter action do frozen food no more 500mg salt serving & limit
salt intake or accept acceleration decline in my health. Covid not helped as
lived 10 months plus on high salt food here. What is done is done. I feel
basically defeated by poor choice moving here & costs 8K more year than....
Small Joy is shopping at Sprouts & while my decline cannot be
reversed just hold my own after...
In my 70s just learned some of Sandy Hook children who survived
graduating high school. I remember vividly news that day & thinking we all
need celebrate & appreciate life while... That's really what do now & I
am really unhappy here cause NOT healthy for me never mind extravagant cost.
Honestly staying here just leaves me looking forward to end &
no more ....
Today Sprouts & I will buy you a treat...
